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Monday, October 11, 2004

new xanga!!! --> your_tragic_princess


you May THiNK iM HaPPy
BuT iM NoT
okay well a lot of shit is going on right now
i find myself crying a lot lately
i've tried not acting upset at school
no one likes a cry baby right?
sometimes it's really hard to hold it in
well i guess i should explain some of the shit that makes me so upset
theres some things i wont mention because i don't want to make things bigger than they already are

well i'll start with my parents
wow
saturday night i got into a really big fight with them
i couldn't stand being at home so i went to the park
i sat there n cried for about 3 hours
then my dad called
i was suprised he actually began to worry after 3 hours
i came home cuz i was cold n hungry
not like i was planning on staying at the park
while i was at the park i tried to call ak
i wanted to talk to him cuz hes the only person that can always make me feel better
so after i called 3 times and he didn't answer i realized
"he got a new phone"
oh yea and why wouldn't i know the number?
right cuz he "doesn't even have it memorized"
in other words he doesnt want me calling him...
yea i'm not clueless
anyways back to my parents
my mom was at work when i got home from the park
luckily i didn't have to deal with her trying to help
my dad just sorta left me alone
exactly what i wanted
he knows me too well
well he should cuz hes my dad lol
but my mom would have given me hell
hell was sunday morning
i woke up at 10 thinking okay today won't be as bad as yesterday
i was wrong ((as usual))
so of course i get out of bed and go to my computer to check my away message and see if anyone imed me
then i read katie's away message and she was getting ready to go to downtown chicago with claudia ali and clay...
so then i went to get breakfast
ate some fruity pebbles.. yum
then i began to ignore my parents....
well not so much my dad cuz he wasn't being annoying
but my mom wouldn't take the hint
I DIDN'T WANNA TALK TO HER!!
i rode my bike to wendy's cuz i was hungry
then i came home n sat...
nothing better to do
don't feel bad

well over all this whole weekend i guess you could say i felt "alone"
and as i thought about it

THe oNe PeRSoN
WHo SeeMS To CaRe
DoeSN'T WaNT Me CaLLiNG HiM
aND DoeSN'T WaNT To See Me
im not okay


Sunday, October 10, 2004

 

::InFoRMaTioN::

Name: Ola

Single or taken: single 

Sex: girl

Birthday: 5/21/89

Sign: Gemini

Siblings: 1 brother

Piercings: 4 piercings in left ear 3 in right

Hair color: dirty blonde

Eye color: greenish blue

Height: 5"3

 

::ReLaTiOnShiPs::

Who are your best friends: Katie and Ak

::FaShiOn STuFF::

Where is your favorite place to shop: PacSun

::SpEcIfiCs::

Do you do drugs: no

What kind of shampoo do you use: Thermasilk, Tresemme, and Garnier Fructis

What are you most scared of: Being alone

What are you listening to right now: Cute without the E by Taking Back Sunday

Who is the last person that called you: Katie

Where do you want to get married: I dont know

How many buddies are on right now: 24

What would you change about yourself: everything

 

::FaVoRiTeS::

Color: pink

Food: chicken

Boys names: idk

Girls names: idk

Subjects in school: lunch...

Animals: doggies

 

::HaVe yOu EveR::

Given anyone a bath: yes when i was babysitting lol

Bungee jumped: nope

Made yourself throw up: nope

Skinny dipped: nope

Been in love: yes

Made yourself cry to get out of trouble: yea

Pictured your crush naked: lol maybe...

Actually seen your crush naked: no

Cried when someone died: uhh i dont think so

Lied: Yup

Fallen for your best friend: yea

Been rejected: yea

Rejected someone: yeah

Used someone: yea

Done something you regret: fo sho lol

::CuRrEnT::

Clothes: jeans, red tank top, carolina sweatshirt

Music: taking back sunday

Annoyance: parents

Smell: tea

Desktop picture: ak's funny pic lol

Book you’re reading: of mice and men idk its for school

CD in player: MY CD PLAYER GOT STOLEN UGHHH

DVD in player: south park the movieee

 

::LasT PeRsOn::

You touched: my dog

Hugged: katie

Yelled at: my brother fag

Kissed: tyler <3

::ArE yOu::

Understanding: i guess

Open-minded: yea

Arrogant: not really

Insecure: yes

Random: hellz yea

Hungry: not at the moment

Smart: no

Moody: at times

Hard working: i guess i could be

Organized: sort of

Healthy: idk??

Shy: nope

Difficult: yea

Attractive: idk u tell me... prolly not lol

Bored easily: yes!!!!

Responsible: somtimes

Obsessed: with some things

Angry: at times

Sad: yes

Hyper: YES

Trusting: Yes

 

::WhO Do YoU WaNnA::

Slap: my brother

Get really wasted with: idk

Get high with: idk

Talk to offline: people

Talk to online: everyone

Sex it up with: a hotty

 

::RaNdOm::

In the morning I am: upset

All you need is: love n friends

Love is: amazing

I dream about: everything

Sexual preference: guys

What do you notice first in the sex you’re into: looks

 

::WhiCh Is BeTTeR::

Coke or Pepsi: pepsi

Flowers or candy: both

Tall or short: i like both

 

::WhO::

Makes you laugh the most: AK!!

Makes you smile: tyler

Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: um a few ppl

 

::Do YoU EvEr::

Sit online all nite waiting for that someone special: yea very often

Wish you were younger: at times <<skinned knees are better than broken hearts>>

Cry because someone said something to you: o yea

 

::NuMbEr::

Of times you’ve had your heart broken: tons

Of hearts you’ve broken: a bunch

Guys kissed: a lot

CD’s you own: too many to count

Scars on body: idk

Things you regret: too much


LoST aND aLoNe
saturday night was horrible and scary
i won't go into too much deatail
if i think you should know
i already told you about it
i'm talking to ak so i'm okay now
it's nice to know that someone cares
DLa ©Z€gø Ni€ MøG€ WiDZ€© †€Gø ©ø MNi€ NaJ Ba®DZ€J ©i€SZ¥
the world may never know


Monday, October 04, 2004

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